Life is about Having Fun

This is how I feel

- Stomach butterfly
- Confuse
- Sweaty and cold palm
- Keep looking at the clock
- Keep looking at those surrounding my office
- Flash backs of the years I spent here
- Heart beats very fast

Leaving a job is not a good feeling after all. May be because I really love my job and my colleagues. What if, leaving an unpleasant job? Will people feel happy on their last day?

Some people, they want a short cut to be a 'specialist' and 'obtain' high position in their career.

But I told you 'experience' make who you are.

In the past, when I was young, just came out to work. I thought with high academic knowledge and degree I can be smarter than those people who had worked years ahead of me, simply because I am more educated.

I have a friend who asked me what sort of training was needed to be a speacialist in my field. Trying to dig out many things. We worked in different industry, and she was so proud that she is being picked up and offered high budget for training.

But I wanted to tell her that, a chance is given to you, you can show off about it and making used of people. But if you don't go through a tough learning hard time and continue to learn by yourself, you will never be a true specialist just by taking courses and licking people above you.

Thanks for the meal and kind arrangment. But I do know who is sincere and who is not. The first time when I knew you, you were that proud. Now, you are still the same.

Looking back, it took me 6 years to be what I am today:-I will see how you can catch up.

Thank you for telling me,
"when you are there please don't look back. Don't ever think you will come back"
I seriously don't know whether i will think this way unless I am there.
You are the second person who knows me for years and truely understand what I am going through.

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I guess not everyone can feel like what someone else is feeling unless they are in his shoes.

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It's weird isn't it I said.
I would call my housemate and said goodbye to her and concerned about her, when she suddenly moved out.
But when she was around, I dislike her for being smelly.
No matter what, she was there when I was afraid to sleep alone. Sometimes knowing that there was another person beside my wall makes me sleep better.
The day when she moved in I was relieved bcz finally I had someone with me in the house.
A sinful nature of human being, always taking granted of what they have.
and only feel loosing when it's no longer there.

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I said, it took me more than 3 years to finally let go of my heart-longing to to return to sydney. You were with me all these years. It would probably took me years again to forget Singapore. Sometimes, it is really not my choice to miss things from the past or to be afraid of the unhappy past coming back to haunt you.

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I believe what I need now is plenty of sleep and prayers.

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It is hard when someone closest to you don't understand you at all.

Being a foreigner is tough-coz you are homeless all the time
You move from one place to another and you live with different types of people whom you called housemates.

I wouldnot say all house owners are bad. I met a very nice 'homestay' mom when I was in Australia: who brought me around to eat nice foods and took very good care of me without expecting anything in return.

However, I could only find such a nice house owner 1 in 10 chance. In Singapore, I lived with 2 before, both of them were extremely 'calculative' and 'heartless'. All they saw in their tenants are only 'money' and how to make profit.

Once I was forced to move out before my tenancy date is over. She thought she could get a much better offer from others who wanted to buy or sell the house. But I insisted i wouldn't want to. She forgot my kindness of helping her to find a tenant to replace my room much earlier before I told her about my room termination.

Now that no one is buying the house, neither want to rent the room, she came back to me, asking my help to find any tenants that are willing to stay for a few weeks. So she could earn more money.

Last night I found out my housemate was moving out too. She was told to find a new place, i guess during the same time when I was forced to move out.

I pretended to ask her why my housemate was moving out. She told me, it was because she wanted to find a place nearby her workplace.

Oh come on, I knew my housemate loves the place she is living right now. She is enjoying every single day, when no one cares what she is doing. She doesn't even have to empty the dustbin and clean the toilet.

You don't have to lie to me your guilt.

Serving her right for her own greediness. Her two bedrooms will be empty after we left.

I think she will never find tenants as good as both of us who are preserving well her house anymore. (except for my housemate's bedroom which would probably remain smelly forever).

I really admire some of my friends' house owners, who do not increase the rental prices despite of market volatility.

In life, there are still many things beyond money to look at!.

Rate: 5*/10

Sold my old phone N73 for $250 (used it for 11.5 mths) still hv 2 weeks guaranteed and in very good condition with the box. The buyer was stranger on the street who followed me while I was trying to sell the HP to 3 other shops.

Approached a 2nd hand dealer 1st shop: offered me $240. Max. $260 if i bought new phone from them. I went to 2 other more established shops which only offered $200 and $150.

Bought this phone while signinng 2 years contract with Starhub. I think I paid additional $200 cash with the contract. It wasn't cheap. Got it when it first came out last year and I got penalty $300 for terminating it earlier by 1 year.

So this phone actually cost me $500-$250 (resale price)= $250

Not a bad price since i had used it for 1 year.

I did not like it and couldn't wait to sell it off because of its thickness and lagging system.

I almost chose N 6500 instead of Sony, but, the real phone looks very ugly!.